Suicide is the Death of Me.

No sir, I will not be your punching bag, the one you cheat on, the one you lie to, the one you say you're sorry to. I cant take the I'm sorries when you beat me, or the sorries when you cheat, those times I've cried and thought about suicide. The pain, the tears, no joy in the way you love me. You don't love me, you are the death of me and i refuse to allow you to be my death. I'm done. You might not have takin my life physically but you have emotionally and I made that decision myself. Suicide is my death, I will take my own before I allow you to take it for me.